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not so crazy anymore.


ok it’s been quite a while since I last bogged and that’s because I thought that if I stopped writing about it and tried to deal with all my problems by talking about them instead. I stared going to counseling … Continue reading

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lazy day in bed.


yesterday i went to my job interview which went really well and im glad i went as i meant people who were similar ages to me and it was nice to talk to people who knew nothing about me so we could … Continue reading

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not again!!


recently iv been having pregnancy dreams and all I can think about is babies and how much I want one but the thing is I have already tried for a baby with my ex partner (toni) and I didn’t get pregnant after trying for two years and … Continue reading

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Do I feel guilty?


Ok well since I last blogged iv been getting pretty bored with my sex life with Ian, when we have sex I’m having to fake it and he always stops half way through and says he is tired or too … Continue reading

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You mindf**k


I hate it how Ian is always going on about me having no confidence in the bedroom but as soon as I start gaining some he knocks me back down again by turning me down everytime I try to start … Continue reading

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Last Friday night


The past couple of days because of all the things that have been going on between me and Ian I have been very tempted to just forget all about Ian and just have a quick fling with Kyle. When I … Continue reading

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Is it right?


Ian is very into porn and magazines and pictures and he is very open about it and doesn’t mind telling me when he has master-bated and it really puts me off. I really don’t feel right about knowing he uses … Continue reading

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