Tag Archives: Love

update on my life so far.


OK I know I say this every time that I will try to keep up with my blogging more but then I always get super busy at work and don’t get round to it. its been so long I cant … Continue reading

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not so crazy anymore.


ok it’s been quite a while since I last bogged and that’s because I thought that if I stopped writing about it and tried to deal with all my problems by talking about them instead. I stared going to counseling … Continue reading

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Email.


last night i wrote Ian an email asking him for answers to why he left me while i was pregnant and how he could leave me to go through a miscarriage all on my own when he saw how scared i was of losing … Continue reading

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another try.


OK i would have blogged sooner than this but a week ago i wrote a massive post and just as i was about to click send the whole page refreshed and i lost everything and it really put me off blogging for … Continue reading

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first day in Paris.


OK so today was my first day in Paris and its been quite a relaxed day. we drove over from England in are motor home and went to a campsite that’s just ten minutes on the train to Paris main city center. we started off by driving to Dover ferry … Continue reading

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lazy day in bed.


yesterday i went to my job interview which went really well and im glad i went as i meant people who were similar ages to me and it was nice to talk to people who knew nothing about me so we could … Continue reading

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finding strength.


recently i have been going backwards in my emotions with Ian and the baby i lost. what iv started to realize is that Ian dint care about me or the baby and that i should stop blaming my self for the miscarriage. OK i should have stopped smoking and maybe the baby … Continue reading

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