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update on my life so far.


OK I know I say this every time that I will try to keep up with my blogging more but then I always get super busy at work and don’t get round to it. its been so long I cant … Continue reading

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all alone


have you just felt utterly alone and that you have absolutely nobody to talk to and you just wish you could pick up the phone and rant all your problems to someone. that’s exactly how I feel at the moment. … Continue reading

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Email.


last night i wrote Ian an email asking him for answers to why he left me while i was pregnant and how he could leave me to go through a miscarriage all on my own when he saw how scared i was of losing … Continue reading

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another try.


OK i would have blogged sooner than this but a week ago i wrote a massive post and just as i was about to click send the whole page refreshed and i lost everything and it really put me off blogging for … Continue reading

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first day in Paris.


OK so today was my first day in Paris and its been quite a relaxed day. we drove over from England in are motor home and went to a campsite that’s just ten minutes on the train to Paris main city center. we started off by driving to Dover ferry … Continue reading

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lazy day in bed.


yesterday i went to my job interview which went really well and im glad i went as i meant people who were similar ages to me and it was nice to talk to people who knew nothing about me so we could … Continue reading

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finding strength.


recently i have been going backwards in my emotions with Ian and the baby i lost. what iv started to realize is that Ian dint care about me or the baby and that i should stop blaming my self for the miscarriage. OK i should have stopped smoking and maybe the baby … Continue reading

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