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update on my life so far.


OK I know I say this every time that I will try to keep up with my blogging more but then I always get super busy at work and don’t get round to it. its been so long I cant … Continue reading

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Email.


last night i wrote Ian an email asking him for answers to why he left me while i was pregnant and how he could leave me to go through a miscarriage all on my own when he saw how scared i was of losing … Continue reading

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another try.


OK i would have blogged sooner than this but a week ago i wrote a massive post and just as i was about to click send the whole page refreshed and i lost everything and it really put me off blogging for … Continue reading

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first day in Paris.


OK so today was my first day in Paris and its been quite a relaxed day. we drove over from England in are motor home and went to a campsite that’s just ten minutes on the train to Paris main city center. we started off by driving to Dover ferry … Continue reading

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finding strength.


recently i have been going backwards in my emotions with Ian and the baby i lost. what iv started to realize is that Ian dint care about me or the baby and that i should stop blaming my self for the miscarriage. OK i should have stopped smoking and maybe the baby … Continue reading

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A whole year.


its been a whole year since i first started my blog and im very proud of how well its gone.                                             i didn’t think … Continue reading

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Im Back!!!!!!


Ok I know I havent wrote in a very long time but I have a good reason. My laptop broke and so did my iphone and i couldnt get on with using my ipad on the wordpress app so im nowing borrowing my nans laptop … Continue reading

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