have you just felt utterly alone and that you have absolutely nobody to talk to and you just wish you could pick up the phone and rant all your problems to someone. that’s exactly how I feel at the moment. I just want to be able to call someone just to kind of help me feel like there is someone else out there that actually cares about how I’m feeling.
that person should be Kyle as that’s what partners are for. every other relationship I have had there’s always been someone for me to talk to. but I just can’t with Kyle as when ever I try talk about my problems he just starts taking the piss out of me and that’s not right.
Im just really missing having that person who I’m so close to I can talk to them about anything.
I finally started to get my head back on track but my family just keep messing with my head so bad that I really don’t want to be alive at the moment.
I’m not considering killing my self or anything. I just wish that I could go to sleep and not have to deal with this drama any more.
I’m just feeling so lonely and I hate that I’m feeling like this. all the friends that I go out partying with arnt real friends there just people to have a good time with.
the one good friend that I can talk to has moved hours away to live with her boyfriend and hardly even texts me back now days. even when she does come down to see her family I only get to see her for about an hour and then she is gone again.
I don’t even feel like I can phone her for a quick chat anymore as I feel as if I’m intruding on her life. it sucks as I can just feel are friendship fading away and when it does I really will have nobody.