The past couple of days because of all the things that have been going on between me and Ian I have been very tempted to just forget all about Ian and just have a quick fling with Kyle.
When I got into this relationship with Ian I promised my self that I wouldn’t cheat on Ian and I even told Kyle that there was no way I would get with him again whilst with Ian.
But lately it’s been so difficult as I know that the sex with Kyle will be amazing and I know that it would just be a bit off fun and that’s what makes it that bit more exciting.
It’s like yesterday I just got in the bath and Kyle text me asking me what I was up to and we started chatting and he started saying that he should come and join me in the bath as a girl should ever have to have a bath on her own.
And I know that I could easily just agree and Ian would never find out but it’s not that simple, just because we’re having problems I can’t just run off and cheat on him behind his back.
But I want to try and work at this relationship. I want to be here for the good and the bad and I want to try have one honest and long relationship with Ian.
And if being friends with Kyle means I’m going to be tempted a lot and going to be pressured into meeting up with him and being tempted then maybe it’s time to say good bye and end the friendship.