Monthly Archives: January 2012

You mindf**k


I hate it how Ian is always going on about me having no confidence in the bedroom but as soon as I start gaining some he knocks me back down again by turning me down everytime I try to start … Continue reading

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get out my house!!!


Tuesday night ian stayed over and it was ok we didn’t do much it was one of them lazy nights with the tv on and just chilling out pretty much, but then he went on my computer and started playing … Continue reading

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massive trust issues


last night I was round ian and I got a text from Kyle and ian went so distant and moody with me and he has no reason as he doesn’t know what iv been thinking and for all he knows is that Kyle is an … Continue reading

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Last Friday night


The past couple of days because of all the things that have been going on between me and Ian I have been very tempted to just forget all about Ian and just have a quick fling with Kyle. When I … Continue reading

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Is it right?


Ian is very into porn and magazines and pictures and he is very open about it and doesn’t mind telling me when he has master-bated and it really puts me off. I really don’t feel right about knowing he uses … Continue reading

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memories


I couldn’t help my self today I went through all the picture I have of me and toni and I cant help but laugh we were so happy at certain points of the relationship and even in the pictures you … Continue reading

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Future


Today I was cuddling Ian and I started to think wether I could have a future with him, every day that I spend with him I’m learning to love him and I know I said I didn’t want to be … Continue reading

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